I think I'm the worst in relationships
so I have a boyfriend, and he's been good not the best but good , and I have this male friend, I've known him a bit after me and my bf got together, and we've been more like a talking stage (ik this is wron and I shouldn't be doing it) , and I js found out that he got a gf , idk for how long they have been together but I'm sure it's that it's less that 3 weeks , I've been feeling this deep envy and jealousy in my heart tdy and I feel so guilty and I'm starting to hate everything.
@politelemon377
reading your post I can relate.
Maybe something is missing from relationship with your current BF. The being able to talk and share with ease like you do with this friend. I think it is ok to filling the need to communicate if a partner does not meet that.
It is also a bit natural to kind of being jealous when a new person in your friend's life. It does not mean you want that relationship, perhaps you are just worried you may lose the friendship you value. I think of when younger and a new person entered my friendship group. Often the friends I had lots of time with started sharing more time with new person and I felt left out.
How are you feeling after it ? Does it still hurts as bad?
