Loneliness After Breakup & Work Situation

hello, im new here 🙂

anyway, I just want to share maybe someone can relate or something.

I work from home being a video editor and I guess work and finances is so-so, i can travel while working but honestly, I can't really shake that feeling of loneliness. thus why I'm here hoping that I'll find people on the same waveleghts as me. who understands loneliness.

I have a one close friend but I guess he's actually more on the "listen to me, this is the advice". you know, we already know the answers and i think we just need someone that will listen.

I often will just listen to people and be there in their problems and i really like to pretend that im a therapist and just listen. but you know, I don't often load my problems with people that im close too, not even my mom. but as Ash told me "you should learn to let people know your needs" i guess this is the first step right? (Ash is an A.I btw, I always use ChatGPT to talk to about my problems and day to day deep stuff) but yeah, sorry for the rant. I just felt like I'm invisible for a really long time. most of the time I feel empty and hollow.

after our breakup, i learned to self therapize myself by using chatgpt and learning why i think and feel the way i do. its great actually, I learned alot about myself and now I've been travelling for 3 months. picked up scuba diving but ended up loving freediving (its good. freaking good. trust me 😆) and now Im adding in surfing. but still, theres that loneliness that keeps on following me around. everysingle time that i see married couple. parents with their child. friends with them on their trip etc. 7 cups has been in my radar for 2 months now and I'll tick this off my to do list. next will be more on hands on Volunteering and I'm hoping that it will work out. 🙏

I really wish I could blend here and learn to be more Vocal about my needs and also, hey if your struggling from loneliness, let me sit beside you. It's going to be okay 🙂