MOTHER: The woman i resent and can't help but love at the same time
I wanted to talk about my mother who plays a big role in giving me mental trauma social anxiety and she's in many ways responsible for my low self esteem and limiting beliefs
Today i was doing yoga she's disturbed me when i stared then in between my father did it and once again my mother disturbed me by passing stupid remarks i just told her to be quite twice or thrice
She just keeps going with her blabbering she said to me why are doing such things go do house chores then said for your husband and in laws you need to learn how to cook and do house chores this stupid yoga ain't going to help you
Then i told her girls do yoga and showed her a yt vid then she said but she is earning money what you are doing you should earn money too she often pressurize me to earn money. I neglected my mental health for 1 year for fulfilling her desire it ended up being so bad that i wanted to hurt myself and just die
Honestly now I'm doing fine but when this moment occurs it triggers me very badly and put me in a lot of pressure and at a position where my mental health have alot of possibility to get worst.
@justpari9 Actually, your mother has trauma too. But I feel like you can't help her with her trauma. They will fix it when they realize it. You can only answer with her behaviour. Please learn to explain to her during your yoga time.
It's not that easy as they do not believe in the concept of mental health so i can just listen everything quietly and ignore that's the only solution i can see for now.