Need peace.

Had a break up and I need mental peace. We arw set up to chat and this is what I wanna say to her. The uncertainty and mixture of emotions have eaten me up and I need this said so I can hopefully move forward and heal. I would like thoughts on this please.

I just need to say this so I’m not holding it in.

It feels like we went from 0 to 100 really fast, and then from 100 back to 0 just as fast. And I just need to acknowledge that what happened in the middle was real for me.

I’m not saying this to change anything or to put pressure on you. I just don’t want it to seem like it never meant anything or like I didn’t say it out loud.

I care about you. I really do. And I respect everything you’ve got going on with your kids and your life.

But I need to focus on myself and move forward. I just needed to say it so I can be honest with myself and be done carrying it, and over thinking everything.

If we try again, lets do it the right way, if not I wanna be your friend.