Oops....I'm a bing bat!

Its been nearly 3 months since my (totally heartbreaking break up)

And for the first time a said I was 'cute' today and I told her 'I'm not sorry....I'm married" latley I've been lonely af and having thoughts i probably shouldn't be having of me and my ex...im not a good looking guy, but I dont see anyone attractive anymore and living in hope (of being with my ex) is a different kind of pain! on top of the feelings I caused i still deal with I'm starting to get really angry with myself now too!

DAMN IT !