Sorry to post the same thing again but these are my more expressed part of it
Before lead up to it I did something crazy like trying to smooth into him adding me again I don't want it to stop I felt we could have had something so I created a new account Whith the account I pretended to be another girl to hit his attention begging him at this point it was wrong I said a few words some true some that were stupid to say and unnecessary in ways it became messy and I stout low to get his attention I mean I thought he would forgive me for a mistake like this for being childish and immature I was kinda for a moment carrying out the role of another girl trying to get his attention and I said a few thing I didn't mean still trying to get him back And when he relized it was me I carried on I wanted to make my feelings known He focused more on the fact of trust he thought I was trying to to test his trust but I just wanted to get his attention and I was desperate at this point And then there was the disagreement That was my whole plan
My past self would’ve done this but I don’t think this is the right way to go about things. Just think, if it’s meant to be it will come back to you. Distract yourself in other ways. For myself, I do crave that love and affection but I’m starting to see that a man to us woman should be like a second priority. We should focus on ourselves and build ourselves up. We shouldn’t let a man get to us and get us to this point. Let them chase us girl. We ARE the prize. The right man will come and give us the love and attention we deserve without having to ask. It’s ok to want something with someone else but put ourselves first. Make sure you’re good before anything else. This my first time responding and I’m always here if anything
