Stressed about no confirmation about Disabled summer camp

It's June 15h.  July is in less then 2 weeks.  Mom filled the application out on June 3rd.    The application due date was for June 8th.   We haven't heard back at all post June 8th about if I got in at all.   I'm pretty sure we heard back by now last year but we also did the application earlier but Mom or I didn't have spoons due to X, Y, Z going on until June 3rd.   

But the longer I'm left in the dark by PH,  the more stress I coming because I'm afraid  because we waited until June 3rd to do it,  I didn't get in because it's a "first come first serve" thing and I really want the first week.  So the other weeks *after* Bible Camp,  Mom and i can be free to do other stuff like go to Bard's town in Ontario and see plays.  

I told mom that if we haven't heard back by Friday we should email M.    But she just told me to "wait and see".   Instead, I just went behind Mom's back and wrote an email today to M because this is stressing me out too much about being kept in the dark.   Mom can have a cow, if she finds out, but I'm not going to tell her-unless I feel guilty which I probably will.   

Mom will think because she has thought of similar emails  before that something like what I just did is "pushing it" and that will make me less likely to get a spot.  But when I'm getting stressed over it?