Struggling to trust again.

Man, I’ve been going through it. My girl came clean about some stuff, and it’s been messing with my head.

She told me this guy, Paul, was just someone who liked her and they went on a couple dates — but now I find out they were actually messing around, she got pregnant, and had an abortion. That hit hard.

Then there was a night she said she stayed at a guy friend’s house and he slept on the couch — but later admitted they cuddled in his bed after a night out, and she sat on his lap and danced in front of him. She didn’t bring pyjamas because it was unplanned so she slept in his shorts and T shirt. She swears nothing sexual happened and that they were just friends, but still.

Honestly, I don’t know if she’s telling the truth. Everything came out in pieces, and now I’m stuck feeling like I can’t fully trust her or shake the whole thing.