The lost possibility
Hi there, there was this girl who I met at work and initially thought she was annoying, a try hard, and a irritant. However due to her kindness, beauty, care and compassion she really made a beautiful impression on my life and I always think about her. She has a fiancé, a house a dog and it just feels like her life is better than mine and is moving in a forward momentum while mine us vacant, tragic and in turmoil. I obviously won't share my feelings to her, but I've never ever been chosen in my life and she's been with with this guy since 14. We are now in our late 20s/30s. It just feel torturous and I don't believe I will ever find anyone like this in my life. She will be getting married in July and yeah it just hurts. We were really close and we cared about each other as friends. Me obviously deeper, I know this is pathetic, but I just wanted to share. I love her and I've never felt this before. Any advice?
@Bluesman15
It's difficult when we love someone and they aren't aware, and they are moving on with their life, unreciprocated love hurts 🩷
But it's possible to feel love, to heal from this.
We all go down the hole of comparing ourselves to others but it's important to ask yourself, what small steps can I take to allow myself to be in a better and happier place 💙
I'm not necessarily sure how to heal from it. I've never been chosen in my life and I never wanted this connection to get as how it did.
I know its not logical or practical but I'm not sure to move on from this.