Tired
Tired of being alone. I can manage, i am strong, maybe too strong as i can no longer let anyone in. I want to feel appreciated & loved, "feel loved". I'm not sure if i know what that feels like or if i ever did and just forgot. I'm tired of being used. Used by work, used by women and as much as i want to use someone else to make myself feel better, i simply can't. My moral compass won't allow it. So in limbo, want to be seen yet need to hide. What do i do
@Hemlock4176
We all want to be appreciated and loved and not used. It is hard to trust when it seems we always get used.
For example, I decided to take one real thank you or one real appreciative response and know I am doing a good job at work even if those who should tell me do not. Many times, we have to celebrate ourselves. When we are lonely or feeling down it feels worse, but we also do not seem to find someone when we are desperate and looking