just another day in paradise
So here we go another day with no one real to talk to only the endless line of women telling me how wonderful I am that really only seek to deceive me. still with my girlfriend I don't know why just too dumb to give up he used to think she wasn't trying to deceive me and still not convinced that she is. but what I do know is if I say anything I mean anything even hint that one sarcastic or offbeat remark suggesting the possibility of me having a feeling that isn't good about anything she does or says she's going to blow up go off, here we go again you don't know why I can't just be happy blah blah blah. I realize this maybe the wrong community to say this in but also needs to be the right community for me to say how I really feel so please no upbeat stay positive comments. being a nice guy taking other peoples feelings into consideration helping where I can basically just being the guy that spent my whole life perfecting to the best of my ability well it's done nothing but caused me pain and suffering. really extremely strongly considering that my best move for myself is just to say that with everyone and look out for myself if I don't need anything from anybody can't nobody ever let me down if I don't want I don't hope there's no disappointment. yep I will be giving a possibility of that great joy but with that goes that great disappointment really just a matter of can I do that or not but do believe I'm going to try.
@selfdisciplinedPenny4408
you are in the right place.
if you feel deceived by friends/ women or unable to share your true feelings with GF ...
You need to put you first sometimes and not be the nice never say anything to upset friends or partners. I have seen many who wake up one day and regret not being true to themselves first.
yeah thank you biggest problem is possibly the definition of my true self what does that mean does it mean who I want to be because I am who I want to be it just so happens it that person can't survive in this world and I have to be somebody I don't want to be which is my true self man that's that's a question cuz we all have this subconscious or super ego or whatever they want to call it to come out and gets in it changes our conscious decisions and attitudes but I think it's who we want to be
So anyway he adds incredibly depressing for me to consider these things and again please no just have hope comments hope is the very window people use the slip in and take what they want. I cannot lose anything else I have no more that I can live without inside myself so I have to find some way going around one by one check in the windows doors locking every single one of them and that unfortunately will eliminate the possibility of anything good also just out nothing left to give nothing left to lose, sucks but you know life it is what it is can't none of us change it just have to find a way to survive in it
This is the perfect answer because it's correct. You need to back yourself first. Be true to who you are. Never make someone else's worth or support more important than your own worth.
You need to believe in yourself. You are enough, and being alone is better than being with people who make you unhappy. 😊
