message for Sarinn 😮🌻
@listeningsarinn
*poke and hugs*
Just a note to say I miss you 🥺💜 hope you are safe and well and hope we can welcome you back to teenie side soon.
*hugs back incredibly tight*
i miss you too uwu🥺🥺🥺
And I’m okie love,
but I’m afraid that’s gonna take a while :((
how is you??
@calmcoral
@Listeningsarinn
It's unfair it was stolen 😣
A bit 'meh', will let you know later, it's meds convo today. Can't believe I should be starting them soon.
Hows uni?
*hugs so super tightly cause I like doing so*
definitely do update me uwu
also, what meds?? prescription are usually good as they can be lots of help, what do you think about it tho??
as of uni? Well enough I guess
not a normal university experience given things are still messy in Iran, universities are places with some of the biggest protests in the country,
but I like my major
i like the uni I’m in
and I’ve been meeting many new people, some of whom I seem to love
so yep, holding on to daily life activities *~*
you are very loved
@calmcoral
@Listeningsarinn
So they are starting me on an antidepressant. Convo was good yesterday. Just seeing if we can get hold of the prescription to start tomorrow if not will be a few days. I wanted to start tomorrow as I have no lessons and then care co Thursday. I'm really scared. I had a bad experience with meds for something else a few years ago and so that's playing on my mind. I'm scared of having hope (even though I've tried to set expectations low, care co's hope has rubbed off on me for sure), and then them not working. I know there will probably be a day I'll freak out and refuse to take them, and you can't stop them suddenly.
I can't deal with all the private conversations between parents. I feel like a science experiment. Really not okay.
Yeah, everything must be really up in the air and scary 🥺
Just please stay as safe as you can, please? I do worry 💜
Glad that uni is good, sounds like you are enjoying it? Sounds like lots of good people around you.
@listeningsarinn
wakey wakey 😛
*peeks and hugs not to let go*
oopsie, me have missed last message :”(
hey hi hello💜🌙
Update me on you *~* just read that last post and there is so much in there that I think by now , you have updates on
@calmcoral
@listeningsarinn
Meds are okayish. Feeling numb, but apparently some will ease off, and I'll get used to the rest - it's feeling weird and difficult because I'm used to high distress XD
Also, they think I am autistic, and got my hopes up about a diagnosis, then found out I probably won't get assessed until I'm 20 😞
Its nearly Christmas 😮 any plans? Last year you put up a Christmas tree even though you don't really celebrate, didn't you? We are having Christmas jumper day in sixth form next week, we decorated sea cadet unit, it's a bit like sensory overload because we just piled on all the decorations we could find 😀 I was in charge of it 🤣
How are you doing? 🎄 How's uni?
@listeningsarinn
*pokes awake*
Hey love 💜 firstly sorry sorry sorry sorry for the super late response, things are challenging for me in personal life for obvious reasons, add semester finals to that and you have a whole package ¥~¥ trying to survive the days, find some focus in myself and study for finals and all that
to be fair the “weird and difficult cause I’m used to high distress” makes lots of sense
good thing is you can get used to the better option too
how has it been going?? both with meds and generally with daily life ¥~¥
Update me on you~
home, support, school
the story you said you have written that you can share *~*
miss you :”(
And you are on my mind A lot! £~£
(also, the Christmas turtle is super cute and prettyyyy, when you have some spare time, can you draw me a matching Christmas koala??🥺🥺)
and yep, I did put up a Christmas tree last few years! It’s so shiny and pretty I love it, you remember right that we don’t celebrate Christmas but I like it’s vibes anyways
haven’t done the decorations this year tho :( not quite in my most hyped up mood
so you’ll be celebrating both at sixth form and cadets?? :o
anyways, finishing this before it turns into a full blown essay
love you and miss you
@listeningsarinn
Please don't be sorry! The only reason I tagged you the second time is because I know they are being a bit temperamental at the moment.
How are exams going? Remember your best is enough and I'm sure you will do awesome anyway🍀
They've upped dose, haven't noticed much difference. It's only upped to normal dose as they started me off smaller.
Kind of dreading Christmas with ed. Went through a lot with care co, and will even more in DBT. I've asked to be weighed to see the facts. Everyone thinks it's a bad idea but I actually want it for good reasons. I'm going to try and get it done Tuesday, my last session before Christmas, as otherwise I think it will be a bad idea after Christmas, as I'm probably not my normal weight then.
School is stressful. I don't want to apply for uni, but they are making me anyway. I've got an apprenticeship I want to do, for a water company, but it's an environmental side. It looks great. But I'm worried if I don't get it. I'm not happy with my mock exam results.
Hmm, not sure the forum would like it if I posted my longggg story, but I'll think of a way.
I miss you more :"(
Aww thanks, glad you liked the turtle! I'm attempting a koala now 😮
Hmm, that's understandable. We haven't put our tree up yet to be honest.
Finished sixth form for holidays yesterday, mostly a day of assemblies, but did have a mini party in our free lesson. Christmas dinner at cadets tonight. Folded 100+ napkins 😅
Aww, I don't mind essays, in fact I love them 😀
Sending lots of love and hugs 🌻
https://ibb.co/Vwjq0hZ
Wouldn't let me add it straight here. Here's your koala 🥴🐨
🥺😮💜 I love that you used my drawing!! What did you do to the koala, he looks amazing 😀
Did you have a good Christmas? How are you?
Ed is loud, but surviving I guess. Maybe. Maybe not.
