Questioning Commitment
My gut and I have been together for 2 years. Sometimes I just don't feel like he's actualy committed committed me and I don't know if it's just insecurity or if it's reality. Take today for example. He has a supper busy work schedule and i typicaly get to see him one a week and donxt get to seenhim untill after he gets off work at 10 pm. Today he got off at 5 pm and said he's going to head to bed. I get that he's tired and has very little time to himself and I want him to be well rested and have time to him self but I can't help feeling a little upset that I don't get to see him today when he got off work earily. Especially when half the time we just chat for an hour and go to bed anyway. I some times question why the hell he bothers having me over at all and if he actualy does want a life together or if i'm just a bookmark until he finds someone better. I don't know. I'm just frustrated.
I understand how you feel and I emphasize with you. It would be good to communicate with him and let him know how you feel. Then hopefully both of you can work out a way to spend time with each other. All the best xx
I would calmly communicate with him about this, and try to work things out. I'll pray for you, and I understand that you are frustrated. I hope things get better.
Edit: my message was for @Kjump33