Fictional characters

I don't seem to be very ashamed of this thing I have for fictional /cartoon characters. I know I'm gonna be single for the rest of my life,so, I might as well accept it.

I like Osmosis Jones. He's my favorite character. He's very attractive and interesting. I have yet to find somebody that meets the qualities I like. I'm not really interested in real life people because I'm not very close to them. I'm close to my family and I believe that's how close I can get to people.

I don't know.... I just don't find real men as attractive as Ozzy. I've also had different crushes on fictional characters who are cartoons and video game characters as well.

Also I wanted to know, if I like it when a guy dresses and looks more like a woman( having breast, having a wig that looks nice,etc) but not fully looking like a woman while keeping their masculine attributes, does that make me pansexual? I'm straight so I know I like guys but I just like it when men act feminine and wear women's clothes.