My life with porn
I kinda feel like have a addicted to porn. Most of my life I've been watching porn and have only had sex 3 times and all were bad experience. I feel safe with porn and scared of talking about sex with the opposite sex . The world outside porn frightens me
@HiMisterKyle its cause porn is just a TV box.. or a laptop screen, or a cell phone screen. It does not involved having to touch others. I think you can find people who are on your same level. Try finding someone either virgin, or someone who is willing to slow down for you, and be patient with you . hugs
@HiMisterKyle
" I feel safe with porn and scared of talking about sex with the opposite sex "
i stopped watching porn about a year ago, but i too am scared of talking about sex with other people. when i bring up sex, i usually get ignored or pushed away, even from supporters. it's very discouraging. makes me feel like pursuing, understanding, and enjoying my unique sexuality is a bad thing. and so i'm forced to deal with sexual issues on my own, sometimes.
i mean, i guess i could hire professional help, but who's to say profeesional help won't treat me likewise. i've met so many people who promised to help me, and then ignored or pushed me away after I mention the word "sex." meh. at least some dudes care though.
@redCanine3669 Hi Red, It's good to hear you stopped watching porn, Good Job. 
It's true many people are uncomfortable discussing sex and sexuality, and it can be difficult to find someone to talk to. I do take these types of chats when I am available as long as their handled in a respectful and focused manner(sticking to facts, feelings, and outcomes, avoiding details and glorification).
There is nothing wrong with anyones sexuality and quirks. Many fettishes are quite normal in the right crowds even. Never feel bad about what you like and dislike, but perhaps try to understand it and yourself. The only things wrong wth any fettish really are if they are dangerous, abusive, or illegal, otherwise be yourself.
Professional help is always a great idea everyone can benefit from. You may also wish to browse our online Therapists here, found in the menue.
why would i need porn when i got this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecbXvE9ezk8
