Nymphomaniac is the term, right?
I cant ever seem to get enough. When I was single, my first dates would be sex filled because that is probably the most important thing to me. My partner must be able to fuck my brains out. If they cant, Im wasting my time. Just how I am.
My boyfriend and I work completely opposite shifts, so I hardly see him. Im left masturbating all the time, which is fine. But sometimes it isnt enough and I want to get online and show myself off. I get turned on by turning on others. I send my boyfriend pictures but dont ever get a response other than the occasional screenshot. He loves me with all his heart. But being apart so much really puts a dent in the relationship.
So I fantasize about me and one of my coworkers in my office because I find him wildly attractive.
You know those plants that gradually creep towards where the sun shines? I feel like those plants but with lack of sex and so I want to grab onto the next available thing which is that guy who flirts with me hardcore every day. He blocked doorways the other day at work to ask me what I had said because he didnt hear me. My heart raced so fast and it doesnt usually do that unless Im on the treadmill..
I cant stop thinking about him and I want him to know that. But I dont want things to change.
@AnxietyDeity
I might be wrong (correct me if I am) but this sounds more like an addiction to sex. Nymphomanic from what I know is indeed the more apropriate term for this. Because is coming to a point you're already having thoughts about someone else.
If you feel that you can't be in a relationship because of this you own the truth to your partner. If he's that loving and understanding you should really be honest with him and mostly to yourself. Is completly fine women loving sex but because you mentioned the imense need of having it at my eyes seems like a big addiction (specially if loyalty in the future might be put aside).
Have you gone to a sex therapist yet? Just for info?