Over whelmed by an odd desire, looking for help
I have an intense desire to have sex with some one in a full body costume, the kind that leave no skin showing like a plague doctor outfit. I feel like I want it so dably that it has begun to agrivate my buypolar disorder and chronic depresio. It would really help me if someone could help me understand why I want this specific thing and what I should do.
@RaneTheDragoness
There is not always a "reason" why we find a specific thing sexual. The only concerning thing I heard you say was that this desire has been agrivating other pre-existing issues. While the desire itself is not wrong, it can be dangerous to become consumed by the need to fulfill a specific desire. For each person, there is a line where a desire becomes a need. If you can find where that line is for you, perhaps you can work to change your thoughts around this desire to move it from need to want.
@UntilThen
Thank you for the suggestion, I will definitely try that, I also realized in my conteplation of this matter that it feels far more like a need when my rheumatoid arthritis and fibromyalgia are cosing me a lot of pain. I have dealt with these diseases my whole life and I am only 30 so that in it self agrivates my depression. Though I wish I knew why my pain and depression causes me to move certain desires from want to need.
@RaneTheDragoness
Sometimes our wants intensify when we are in need of relief. In these situations the thought of something other than pain becomes even more appealing.
