Spanking fetish support

Im a 35 year old man with a lifelong spanking fetish. It has taken me on a whirlwind of emotions and experiences, everywhere from denial to self loathing to eventual acceptance. Its something Ive talked about briefly with my therapist when we were managing my anxiety.

I just want everyone who might read this and feel the same way that you are not alone and there is nothing wrong with you. Im also interest in exploring the reason why I am this way. Of course, one explanation is that I am this way because thats just the way I am, but I dont really have any close friends to compare with and most sites that explore the topic do so in a profit driven pornographic type way and not a psychological exploration way.

So, if anyone else has this fetish or experiences with it and would feel comfortable discussing mine with me or sharing their own, let me know.

Thanks to all in this community.