Too much to handle
I am only 16 and im extremely hypersexual. It is a product of trauma. So now i give up my body for attention and it turned into something uncontrolable.
So... If im given a false promise by one of my partners, that we will do something sexual, i'll get upset when it doesnt happen. But it will seem like im mad and i hate it. and i feel guilty for getting upset. And then i feel disgusted with myself for thinking like this and i just want it to stop.
I already have issues with people making plans and then deciding to change them. that sends me into a massive mood swing (btw i also have BPD) so that, plus my issue with hypersexuality... its not a good mix. and im so sick and tired of it.
@Luc1fer666
Hello,
I am sorry to hear that your hypersexualtiy is a product of trauma.
That is a very young age to have gone through a trauma,
My heart goes out to you.
It must be hard to go through a cycle of those emotions<3
appreciate the vulnerability it took to share this with us.
feel free to lest us know how we can best support you💛✨
@Luc1fer666
Its good that you were able to state your worries boldly.
Another thing , lets say that you have bpd and experience hypersexuality occasionally but could you tell a little about the trauma that caused this?
@Skansly
Could you word that a little differently? I'm not quite understanding
@Luc1fer666
Okay , simply my question being , What scenerio is your trauma related to?
@Skansly
Asking people what their trauma is ain't cool mate.
@confusedRaven6140
I dont know how will you support someone if you have no idea what one has gone through when its a chat based conversation where its not possible to read emotions. It might not be cool for you but for me its okay and important and at last its the persons choice to share or not.
@Skansly
Being gr00med by older men and s3xually harrased and assulted
@Luc1fer666
Do you have another source to fulfill those emotions , if you plan to do something and plan got cancelled . Then your emotions got hurt . So for those emotions , is there an alternate source that can give you similar emotions to help you heal?
@Skansly
oh my god- i typed up a whole essay and then 7 cups deleted it
@confusedRaven6140
It's okay hun. I don't get offended like most.
I hardly even have anymore bounderies :)
But thank you
