Unwanted cannibalism fetish/obsession

It started as an interest, then progressed into a fetish, and is now an obsession. I can’t get rid of it. I’ve been interested in cannibalism for my whole life, then at around 12 or 13 it turned into a fetish. Now it has become an obsession. I can’t eat anything without my mind going straight to “wouldn’t this be better if it was a person?”. Like even non meat items. The only way I can somewhat satisfied the urge is pretending that the meat I eat is people. But it’s still not enough. I’m constantly hungry. I keep eating to try and stop the hunger but it doesn’t stop even when I’m full. I know it’s because of the cannibalism thing. It’s awful. I’m gaining weight because of it, which im scared will bring my eating disorder back. I don’t know what to do anymore it’s horrible. I’m okay with the fetish, it’s the constant hunger that bothers me(and I mean constant. Like the only time I’m not hungry is when I’m asleep). There’s more but I don’t want to just seem like I’m complaining and complaining. I wish I knew what to do. I don’t want to have these cravings anymore