Update: ABDL fetish

I wrote a while back about how uncomfortable I was about being into ABDL. I got a lot of positive feedback from people, and they were also very supportive.

I wish there were more people like that in this world.

I've done my best to accept myself for me and my kinks. And I've done well. I kinda splurged and bought a big ass pack of pull ups. Might have gone a bit overboard XD.

I like pull ups because they bring this comfort...this sense of nostalgia. A sense that I wholeheartedly enjoy. That and I think they're cuter than adult diapers. I just can't get turned on by those. No offense. Maybe it's the increased nostalgia factor, since I had to wear pull ups for bed wetting a lot.

I guess I'm more of a DL than an AB. I wear, I wet myself in them for fun and for sexual pleasure, and I sucked my thumb a couple of times, but I can't see myself being in a big crib or wearing onsies, or anything that would be a complete 180 on my speech and personality. No disrespect to anyone who does. It's just not my thing. I'm not a fan of scat either, cause it stinks and it's a hell of a lot harder to clean up.

I guess one ongoing problem I have is dealing with the fear of talking to others about it. I'm lucky to have a supportive friend in my life who understands, but I sometimes wonder what my parents would say if they found out. I'm not scared, just kind of nervous.

I felt a hell of a lot better coming out to her because she was more understanding of it.

I'm not sure where to go from here.