unable to have any sort of intamacy and its destroying me

I can't leave my house because of health issues.I can't date, I can't meet people I can't have anyone come over here (long story) so the result is online is the only place I can meet women to be friends or to be sexual, I have no intrest in a actual relationship over the internet but friendships are good. I had a few women I use to be sexual with when I talked to them and we would mess around. It was the only type of connection i could have with a woman and it felt nice, it helped me feel less lonely, less unwanted.

But as all online friendships do those women faded away in time and now I"m alone, Ive spent weeks trying to find someone to be sexual with online on skype (voice chat) and haven't found it. I don't just want something sexual I want a friend, who also does that.

I'm at my wits end, I just want to curl up and cry cause I can't find this and it hurts so much, I thought I had it last night but then it got pulled away and its left me depressed beyond explaining. I just want to be with a cute girl, somehow, anyway I can, and i can't, and the lonliness is killing me.