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lifesucks58
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I feel lonely, like I can't express myself with anyone
Depression Support / by lifesucks58
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 July 29th, 2020
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How do I deal with relational needs when chronic illness keeps me from being able to leave home
Disability Support / by lifesucks58
Last post
 March 16th, 2016
...See more I'm tired and lonely. I'm 23 and can't leave my house because of health issues involving lots of pain and discomfort. Don't want to go into what out in the open but if there was a line seperating people who are disabled from people who arn't, I my body would be playing jumprope with that line. It sucks ive not seen more than 2 or 3 people my age in months, I hurt, I'm tired, and I'm lonely. the worst part is the lack of women, ive never had a girlfriend and at this point it physically impossible for me to have a relationship. I can't meet women, and have no interest in having a long distance relationship online with someone who ive never met in real life. it sucks. This is embressing but honestly sometimes I really just need to be sexual with a woman, maybe thats pathetic but I just want to feel like I can connect to someone, some way, and that feels good. Ive done stuff with women online a few times, mostly with women who were friends and that just kinda happened, and it felt amazing, but as friendships eventually faded away those things went with them. So now I have NO fucking idea how to meet a woman, much less one who would be open to that at all. I'm tired and frustrated and this stupid pain is making so lonely.
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unable to have any sort of intamacy and its destroying me
Relationship Stress / by lifesucks58
Last post
 March 19th, 2016
...See more I can't leave my house because of health issues.I can't date, I can't meet people I can't have anyone come over here (long story) so the result is online is the only place I can meet women to be friends or to be sexual, I have no intrest in a actual relationship over the internet but friendships are good. I had a few women I use to be sexual with when I talked to them and we would mess around. It was the only type of connection i could have with a woman and it felt nice, it helped me feel less lonely, less unwanted. But as all online friendships do those women faded away in time and now I"m alone, Ive spent weeks trying to find someone to be sexual with online on skype (voice chat) and haven't found it. I don't just want something sexual I want a friend, who also does that. I'm at my wits end, I just want to curl up and cry cause I can't find this and it hurts so much, I thought I had it last night but then it got pulled away and its left me depressed beyond explaining. I just want to be with a cute girl, somehow, anyway I can, and i can't, and the lonliness is killing me.
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I'm so frustrated and lonely it hurts and I don't know what to do , much less tonight
Relationship Stress / by lifesucks58
Last post
 March 15th, 2016
...See more long story short. I'm lonely beyond belief and have left my house more than a handful of time in the last year because of health stuff. I can only talk to people online. I'm a sad and pathetic person, but its all I have.Its the only way i can meet women, i haven't talked to a woman my age in probably half a year. Ive been on talking to women online, really taking whatever is offered. I want friends, but I also want sexual stuff and tonight I found that. I found a girl that was really fun to talk to , and open to that, and then out of nowhere she blocked me and it hurts like hell. I mean, we only talked for an hour or 2, but she was so down to earth, and a cool person, and we didn't talk about dirty much at all. I enjoyed our conversation, maybe i pushed to hard, but i feel sick to my stomach that she felt like she had to block me. I think that I maybe pushed to hard, though I didn't feel like I pushed at all I just was talking and she gave me no indication whatsoever that was wrong. I'm so lonely I want to cry, not even a joke. I just want to hear a womans voice, I want to feel connected to a woman SOMEHOW however possible. yes I want to be sexual, I don't know how, i don't care how, I just don't want to feel alone tonight, another night, alone beyond beleif.
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Need listner to talk to who won't vanish or become akward when talking to for a while
General Support / by lifesucks58
Last post
 March 13th, 2016
...See more I'm in a really bad life postion right now, stuff I don't want to share in the open forum, but one thing that its causing is absurd amounts of lonliness, like I just want to speak to another human my age in preson kinda lonliness, but I can't do that so online is as good as I'm going to get I guess. The lonlness takes a bunch of forms, most often though in the form of desiring a girlfriend both emotionally and physically. Sometimes I just need to vent, sometimes I just need to know I'm not a COMPLTLY horrible human being, sometimes I need to talk to someone about the stuff I'm ashamed about, and sometimes I just need a convesration where the other person replies in a timely manner. Ive had some listeners block me in the past, so I'll preface this right now: I'm not looking for anything from you other than being a listener. The problems and frustration in my life can be sexual in nature and I can on the one hand understand why I'm blocked, but at the same time if you actually read why I type then there shouldn't be any confusion.
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