you know what sucks?

when i want to have a conversation about ways to cope with my weak imagination, and almost no listener has the patience to listen. instead i get blocked or ignored, just for saying the word "sex" or admitting that i have a "sexual issue." not LGBTQ+ issue, but a sexual issue. it's frustrating. i guess i should go to Browser Listeners and send personal requests to men who are able to help me. most dudes here are good with helping me in the issue, i feel. or at least i won't have to worry about them blocking me for typing the word "sex."