19 and never been kissed
I'm a 19 year old girl and I've never been kissed. I feel like such a wierdo. Sometimes it doesn't bother me and I can almost accept it, but sometimes it feels like the clock is ticking and I'm carrying this big secret around with me wherever I go.
Tonight I was at this part and my crush was there, but he obviously doesn't like me or even care about me. I need to move on, but I can't. I jusy feel like such a loser that I can't even be liked back by my crush. I just want to feel as a good as everyone else. I almost feel like I'm not allowed to be happy, because I'm carrying this huge lame secret. I just wish I was good enough for him.
Should I just kiss any old guy so that I can get it done with? Or should I keep waiting for the right one, if he ever comes along? I might end up a 70 year old kiss virgin! I just want to be normal. Sorry for them self pitying post. I just don't know what to do anymore.
@sophie44612
Nah don't do things out of pressure. When I was your age (not that long ago lol I'm 22) I dated because I felt pressure and I fell into the worst experience of my life.
Trust me, do it when you are ready. Don't do it because society pressures you to. If you like a guy and he likes you back then enjoy it and let things run its natural course.
I'm sorry to hear that your crush doesn't like you back. Sadly we can't force others to like us. But we can love ourselves and do the best we can by working in ourselves. So when the right person comes along we're ready :)
Don't worry about your age. Many MANY people much older never had a person either. One of my friends is 28 and he never had a girlfriend, and he's quite handsome. So as you can see you're not alone here.
Just remember that the best things take their time. And when they do come enjoy it as the best as you can by letting it be natural.
Best of luck ^^
@Booklover9
Thank you :)
