Be my wife

Dearest,

I still can't believe after almost 4 years its over. You helped me grow and change for the better and you gave me hope when I had none. You showed me I could be loved and that I could love. I never thought I'd want to spend my entire life with someone but its all I ever wanted with you. And I know its what you wanted too.

I hate that we ended like this. I hate that it couldnt be a fight or a falling out of love. I feel like it would hurt less than knowing that we simply need different things out of life. Things we cant give to each other. The love between us is the same as 4 years ago. I wish I could change who I am just to make this work but i can't.

I love you. I don't think I'll ever stop loving you. You we're supposed to be my wife. We were supposed to live out our life on a farm by the sea. I wanted to give you everything i could and make you the happiest person on earth.

I long to hold you. I want to see your face one last time. I know I won't.

Somehow my life will go on without you. I will wake up tomorrow and I might cry because you will never wake up next to me again.

I hope you find happiness and peace with someone else. You deserve it and I regret I couldnt give you what you needed.

I love you so very much. Tá grá agam duit.

Maybe you can be my wife in our next life. I would like that a lot.