Confused

This is just for me, no comments please.

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I don’t know what’s going on in my mind right now. I just know that I don’t feel heard by those around me. It’s really hard to share things and not feel like people are listening. And I feel so alone. I feel so down. It makes me wonder if it’s worth all this trouble. To find connections. I finally open up and I’m like ready, and that’s when it just crumbles. The trust I had...it could just be gone forever, if I really wanted it to be. I’m just trusting at this point that the things that didn’t work out, were not meant for me. I do have amazing friends. It’s just my living situation is really messed up. I want to have new experiences...or do I even? I don’t know.

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This is just for me, no comments please.

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