Hey you

I spent 4 years with you. I didn't want to catch feelings and who tried to protect herself. But you made me feel so loved, made me feel like I was the center of your universe . So I let my guard down and I loved you completely. And the tables turned. You realised that the power shifted and now my world revolved around you. Those sweet words you told me about how I was your soulmate were just that. They were empty sweet words that I naively believed. You used me for sex. I gave up my virginity for you because i thought you were the one. I thought it symbolized our love But to you I was just a good lay. Your dismissiveness made me paranoid and insecire. I checked your phone once and saw you flirting with a girl and it almost seems like you were dating her with all the romantic stuff you told her. I confronted you about it you acted narcissistic and dismissive. Made me feel like I was making a big deal out of nothing. The naive sweet girl in me believed you. until one day I saw a screenshot of you 2 kissing. My heart broke. I couldnt believe what was happening. I asked you if It was true. And you laughed at me and said I wasn't the right girl for you and that you had found your soulmate. Then why did you keep me on the side?My world was spinning I didn't know what to do. That was 6months ago. Now you are happy with her. And I'm still thinking about the hurt. Thinking about the sweet words I believed.you killed that trusting innocent part of me. I wish i could get it back.