How do I find truth with peace
My child was murdered ten years ago and I still cry til this day. I don’t even know how to start my story what do I talk about first before he was killed my story goes as far back as when I was 12 years old and it’s been one traumatic chapter to chapter I’m 54 and I have nothing not even a purpose on earth. My man and I are going thru a lot together yet we both need help mentally. And I don’t know how my future looks cause tomorrow not promising to no one now in these days and nights. I guess I’m lost like when god list one of gods lambs. I’m the lost lamb I can’t even see going out my house no more. I get up just to stay in bed day in and out. My body hurts my heart hurts more and my soul is weary. I don’t know what else to say besides thanks for allowing me to share my life.
Hey just wanted to say that I am sl sorry for your loss and I send my deepest condolences. My advice to you is allow yourself to feel pain and let all your emotions out. I know people always say that time heals all wounds but sometimes the wounds take longer to heal. Don't blame yourself for this. If it makes you feel any better, try to celebrate their birthday every year with some cake just so you can celebrate their life on earth. Wish you the very best💖.
I'm deeply sorry for your loss and I can't imagine the pain. I've lost someone myself and it still hurts to this day and its been alot of years. I can't even imagine the magnitude of what you must be feeling since she was your daughter.
I wish I had something I could say or something I could do that would lessen that pain and grief even a little bit I really do.
However, I will say you do have purpose though it may not be easy to see especially living with grief, pain and loss. Try not to be so hard on yourself, your doing the best you can with what you have. Life is definitely hard enough please take care of yourself as lost as you might feel.