I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM
Three years ago, I 'fell' in love with my best friend of ten years. We no longer talk. I wish that I could stop thinking about him and also stop loving him. However, time has not changed that. I tried reaching out to him a year ago, and he rejected me. I can only be honest here about the fact that I am still broken and slightly depressed over the separation.
@Born2BProud
Ugh :( *hugs* I am so sorry, I understand how it feels to love someone that just doesn't seem to feel the same, and it sucks! Please feel free to message anytime, you're not alone <3
@wonderousHeart14
Thank you for your words of compassion. The unfortunate part is that my children also loved him dearly, and we are still emotional over it. Perhaps I am the one who is responsible for dragging them into this, but I just wish that I could get over. I had never known what it is like to be in love until him, and I don't think I ever want to experience it again.
@Born2BProud
It will certainly take some time. I know it's easier said than done, but "be strong" 
yes i am still in love with him it makes me sad that hes homeless and it always broke my heart he texted a girl behind my back i always knew shes pregnant its been two months including saturday he did it my ex doesnt have a good phone at all and what i want in a realtonship is to be happy be listened to and respected and treated right and of course i been single for 5 years it sucks being lonely
i dont think i can go back my ex was intoxicated and he wasnt a bad guy
its hard to say i have to say about love and realtonships right now
i do get angry and stressed and annoyed sometimes
jealous i see a guy and girl walking together holding hands