I Kiss Fire

I really love taking risks. I love the rush if doing something I'm not supposed to. In every aspect of my life. Relationships take no backseat in this matter. Guys are like rollercoasters to me. I am currently standing alone in the middle of my ThemePark. I find myself having to choose between to very dangerous looking rollercoasters. I should turn around and go find the swings... they're always fun. I seldom take my good advice though. No excitement in that. One of the rollercoasters has beautiful blue eyes and tattoos every where. Strong and muscular. I can climb him like a tree. Sounds amazing, right?? Oh, I forgot to mention that he's a line cook with a bit of a substance abuse problem. The other roller coaster is tall dark and handsome. This guy could have stepped out of a damn magazine. Mysterious brown eyes. Abs For days. Smarter than any man I've ever met. Has a chemistry set in his living room. What does he do for a living?? Oh ya know, just designs and makes explosives, legit not terrorist. Have you ever had a first date where you got to blow shit up??? Exhilarating. So what's the catch??? Well, wouldn't you know it but he also has a substance abuse problem. I decided to put the blue rollercoaster in my house. Now the brown rollercoaster is begging me to ride him to Oregon and how can you say no??? What do I do???