I keep dreaming about my ex friend
So a year ago I lost contact with my best friend. I don't know why exactly, but we were friends for about five years. I didn't want to lose her, but unfortunately we just stop talking or seeing each other. And when we totally lost contact, I started dreaming about her. In my dreams we are still friends. But for a year I ignored that and didn't think about it. However lately I had another dream and this time I thought about it more. I started crying, I just realized that I miss her so much. And I think that I had a crush on her, and maybe I still have. Now I can't stop thinking about her. I don't want to talk to her, I'm afraid that she doesn't want to, and I don't want to force her to talk with me.
@MiyakoKiyama
Why did you stop talking? There must be a reason. A good one. Otherwise you wouldn't do it.
I see that you are very confused
In your situation I wouldn't know what to do either, I'm in a similar situation as I wrote in my post.
It's not always a good idea to message someone. But you never know until you try I guess.