Just a thought (kinda a make shift poem of what I’m dealing with)

Sometimes... I feel like I don’t exist to you. Like our friendship is meaningless Like if I was to disappear without a trace today you wouldn’t even flinch. You say you care, you say that I mean a lot to you. But everytime I tell you I love you... you say nothing like it never happened. But also when someone else tells You the same thing, you say it back. Why? Do you really want me in your life? Do I really mean a lot to you? Or do you just don’t want to hurt my feelings. Well... my feelings are already hurt But I stay out of the goodness of my heart And the thought of knowing it’s not your fault And lastly, for my unrequited love that I just can’t seem to shake.