Just lost, a really great job. Not sure what to do now, I

Hi, this is gonna be kinda long so Im sorry, I kinda just need to vent.

Today I got fired from what I would consider the best job, in my area I could have had. Luckily I got to end it on good terms with the company seeing I loved every moment I spent there. But thats also the reallt hard part.

I have no idea what Im going to do now. I just graduated and live on my own with my boyfriend. I loved this job because it worked with both our schedules, they were always flexible with me, and I really liked working with the other employees there. I got paid reallt decent money, and I also enjoying the job too. Like I even applied for a second job within the company, because I enjoyed it so much.

Im legit just a mess up. I cant do anything right and made some bad mistakes before my 1 year employee review (Bad as in I accidentally swore in front of a head lady on our companys board, I had no clue who she was and wasnt swearing at her. She just heard me. and then I made other small mistakes after that. Just small mistakes everyone makes but the first one really messed it up for me.) like I cant even control my emotions enough to not cuss. I was even tearing up as they fired me.

Long story short. I feel like such a failure. I loved this job so much and now Ill never be able to go back or do anything. I have no idea what Im going to do now but I need a job. I know I have no motivation to go get one and will hate anything else. Im just scared that I might loose everyhing because Im a screw up.