Please give your thoughts

Thanks for this thread and a place to be able to open up and share.....

My ex fiance' and I have been through hell and back; an understatement if I am honest.

Drugs, lies, cheating, betrayal, self seeking, advantage, deception, abuse and I could probably go on. I loved him more than life itself, which I believe is the blessing life offers. If their wasnt such love from me it probably all wouldn't have happened, I lost sight of everything and most of all myself for a guy who has done more than I can actually admit or accept. I excuse and emphasis my play in it all and now feel I need to take chance, he is in gaol, to write everything am feeling while have chance. The good bad and ugly