Who am i
I don't know when am anymore I use ro think I was a good guy who just hated himself because I got pick on a lot. Then I found love and thought that it could fix but I end up just feeling so unworthy that I sabotaged the relationship. Yhan I did something dark and I hurt someone,someone who I care about and who looked to me for protection and guidance.i have ruined so many lives. I don't know who I am. My wife hates me and as all the right to and I hate myself for what I have done yet when we get into fights I get defensive because I don't want to be the horrible person she thinks I am but ni believe her to be right. She doesn't think I care or feel sorry for what I have done,but I to i have thought about running away but that will only hurt more people and would be like taking the easy way out. And I have had thoughts of ending it all but that results in the same thing
@wolfman77
Hi, sorry if this is coming a bit late. For some reason I did not see this until now.
No, if your wife loves you, there is still hope for you to save the relationship and yourself. Your wife can't do it for you. I am not a therapist but it sounds like you want some validation for your issue. I really hope you can find a way to work through your insecurity or darkness or whatever it is that is plaguing you. Know that it's not over, there is hope for you