You almost ruined my life
I don't know where you are. I don't care. I never want to see you again. You are probably still out there thinking you were the only victim of that relationship but you weren't. I bet you tell people I was crazy and I lied and hurt you. But the truth is you are the one who did those things to me. But I am partially at fault for making myself think I could love you. And for trying to be an adult too soon. You took advantage of me. You isolated me from loved ones. You never even liked me for who I am. For years after I wanted to die and it was your fault. And I'll never be able to tell you that. You'll never feel guilt. You never loved me. You just wanted someone to chain up with the word love. I have let you go and I have let go of that pain. I have reason to live now and I have someone who actually loves me. And I am so, so much happier. I'm not scared of you anymore. I pray to God that you aren't out there hurting some other poor girl the way you hurt me. I hope you find peace, but not for your sake, for the people around you. Our relationship only lasted 3 months but it will scar me forever. But I am strong now. Because I survived after what you did.
yeah, people can be pretty nasty and selfish. just be glad you didn't marry him or anything. imagine the poor girl who will get herself roped into that mess :/