when the universe doesn’t make sense
Hello beautiful humans, I hope everyone is doing great and thriving. Today, I want to share my story because I’m looking for people who can relate, I’m not really asking for an advice, I kinda needed to talk about it and this is a safe space so here we go.
I worked for almost six months in a different country this summer - to be honest i I still am but I’ll be home in two days, which is maybe why I feel like I need to take this off my chest. I was in a relationship but it didn’t lasted, I broke up with them at the beginning of the second month. The place where I worked is lovely and all the other workers are like a big family now, it’s extremely bittersweet leaving all of them but it was bound to happen at some point, the summer season has to end.
There was this someone working here, and I would be lying if I didn’t say that they caught my eye the first moment I saw them. They’re extremely charismatic, funny, playful. They immediately asked my coworker about me and I’m a leo venus so we all know I like the attention. Long story short, nothing happened between us, they are in a relationship and I obviously respect that. They told me they liked me after a couple of months, right after they stopped talking to me because they were afraid to do something stupid. I accepted it even though humans are not animals and I’m pretty sure they could have controlled their instincts, also because I really wanted to be their friend at least.
Now I’m leaving, they got a bit closer, I am fully convinced that they are dating the right person for them, but this doesn’t cancel the hours spent looking at each others while we were working, all the huge smiles and the little things that made my heart happy for almost six months.
I fully believe in the universe and that everything has a meaning, so I am wondering what could be the meaning of something that feels so powerful but that is in fact nothing.
Stay safe out there 🖤
@ulittlehomie The universe, this thing that is bigger than our minds can conceive. This thing that is empty, yet full, cold and yet on fire, is expanding, contracting, moving at the speed of light, has black holes, worm holes, has existed for a gazillion years, gives a $hI7 about your flirting? It has its attention on you? Ok, if you say so. In said universe, where does one go to take a look at the universe’s “plan” for each of us? Everyone says, there must be a “reason” for everything. No, no there is not. There is a leprechaun for everything. Leprechauns guide our life. B E L I V E in the leprechauns!
If the universe is that vibrant and alive with such contrast then it holds possibilities for reason and consciousness and more also. Loved the first part in description but the remaining is on another level.
@ulittlehomie i guess it's life you'll definitely find the right one.
@ulittlehomie
It's wonderful you were able to experience traveling abroad and more. It also seems that you met some lovely people away inc a certain person that you clicked. Even though it maybe but a moment or smaller moments in your life that doesn't mean it wasnt meaningful. Whatever you conceive in that and what you carry there is for you to decide. In life we can have all sorts of energetic connections and at various intensities and lengths. What is magical is magical for you and what isn't isn't. However the other person took it as is up to that person and however you decided separately or together. It's the beauty of being human to feel things and to experience them and more. Enjoy it while you can and may your journey be a great one even forging ahead!