Am I overreacting
It is funny how someone can be so happy one day and everything just change the next day. My bf visited me for 2 weeks for christmas and new year holiday.. it was so good.. we were in love.. he was super sad when he abt to leave.. but well I saw it coming, I know I will feel terrible after he left. One day after he left, we barely communicate.. he said he just got back, he doesnt want to call or text ryt away.. so he kinda ignored my texts..
Mybe it is just how a female brain works, I started to think if it is my fault.. mybe I have done something wrong or mybe he found someone new.
Plus staying in the space where we used to share is damn hard. I see him literally everywhere. And in time like this I really need a company.. but dont want to keep bugging everyone abt my problem, I just stay at home trying to distract myself. But I cant do this anymore, tbh I just feel lonely.. and here I am, trying to share my thoughts from these past 2 days..
@Bug1997
Hey there, hopefully you are doing well. There's a few things I would like to point out;
I know I will feel terrible after he left. One day after he left, we barely communicate.. he said he just got back, he doesnt want to call or text ryt away.. so he kinda ignored my texts..(This is definetly going to rise your anxiety, which will make you send more texts on an effort to pull him closer)
Mybe it is just how a female brain works, I started to think if it is my fault.. mybe I have done something wrong (Growing up they made you feel like everything was your fault, you internalized it and now everything a person does begins to feel like its your faultt when its not) or mybe he found someone new. (This is the insecurities taking over, you don't feel good enough)
