Being the only one
Seeing all my friends with their boyfriends or having contact to many boys makes me feel a bit lonely. All of them are being so happy and in love. Its making me jealous to be honest. To have someone you can count on, can tell anything and having the thought of being loved by someone other than your family. Then there is me: Never had a relationship, is insecure and no boy ever showed any interest in me. Of course its making me feel unwanted. Does really no one likes me? What did I do wrong? Will I even find someone I love and who also loves me? When will it happen? And so on...
Im not complaining about being single because its great but sometimes it would be great to have somebody on your side.
@cinnaxmoon
I totally get you, it can be hard when everyone around you is in happy relationships, with people who care, who show them love and on whom they can always count. I get jealous of that too sometimes haha!
You did nothing wrong though, you
@LinearWaves Thank you for taking your time to reply. Im a very introverted person so its hard for me to get to know new people. I would love to do so but my social anxiety makes it a big difficult. I only have 2 friends I can count on and I glad I have them. But yea as you said one day I will find the right one.
Take care!
@cinnaxmoon, Hi. I get the meeting people and anxiety. Have you tried to get help to build your resilance and confidence? While it could definatley help you with meeting someone, it will vastly improve your life in general.
It's lovely to have that special person, but it is even better when you get to the stage that you know and believe you deserve that special person.
good luck and great happiness :)
@kitty54 thank you so much. Well I‘m a very shy and introverted person so its hard for me to meet other people. But someday I will meet the right one. :)
@cinnaxmoon, Well you've just met a few new ones here 
. Step one accomplished..... hopefully this site and the wonderful people who are on it will help boost your own self confidence and you will go into the world and do it face to face. your on your way....
@kitty54 Yes you are right and I‘m glad that I found this app. Here are so many people who dont judge you and are so friendly.