Delivered.
Ok so I met this guy online like 3 months ago and I seriously love everything bc about this guy. We played video games and around the same time i met him I got a huge confidence boost for whatever reason. Whether it was related to the guy or not I’m not actually sure cause I was also doing pretty decent in other aspects of my life. But now that I’ve related this feeling of confidence with him I can’t stop thinking about him. And a couple weeks ago he’s been growing more distant. He’s responded are short and boring. However from the beginning it was always me to send the text first. And now I’ve been left on delivered for hours and hours despite his snap score increasing. Every goddamn time I get a notification I hope it’s from him. It’s starting to be annoying how much he plagues my thoughts. And I knew that a romantic relationship wasn’t really realistic so I settled for being friends but I’m afraid I’m losing that too. I get a week off school and most of my irl friends are busy so I’m just here ranting. Not that I ever told my friends about my online issues lol. Anyways I’m just disappointed that my big confidence boost is fading so soon and I would love advice on how to move on I guess.
Thanks for reading if you made it all the way lol. Much love <3
@Pandao3o I can definitely feel you. My personal suggestion for you is just being lighter on the things you are experiencing now. Say one thing you probably wouldn't not like to hear, this relationship is just lack of true emotions and is just based on temporary passion. In my own opinion, the good but reliable relationship such as friendship even love is based on an eternal or at least long-term contact between people, which can not be achieved in only 3 months. Not liken the good relationship, the "cheap" relationship only can bring you sadness and depression, it takes away your time, passion and true mood but leave you nothing. Being sharp, have you even think about that the person never tried to treat you honestly and truely just like what you did? There might be other explanations, but depend on the situation now, at least i think this is appropriate. He is just a starter level lier now, he is lack of patience. You will (i hope you won't) face some people who are darker than this internally, they would like to spend much time on you just for destroying you with a constant smile...... Ok i think i am out of topic now, i wish you will get out of this thing freely and lightly, thus you can enjoy the rest of your colorful life.
