I’m losing importance
I know my own worth as a person, however, lately i’ve been feeling like my importance to others is diminish severely. It’s like i don’t even matter to people i call my friends anymore. or at least that’s how it seems, giving the pandemic and online stuff and all. I just want to give up everything social media wise and dissociate but ik that won’t help and will only make it worse by making me feel lonely. I’ve had a depressive episode yesterday and this morning i felt a bit better but the most i was able to do was get out of bed and wash my hair. I don’t know what to do if i should be okay with not being important to others or try harder to get their attention..?
I have been thinking about this a lot recently, if I don't speak or message no one checks up on me and sometimes it really hurts but keeping it inside of yourself wouldn't help, tell the people how you feel and if they don't understand its better to remove them from your life ,because you don't need this stress . I cut all those friends who do not care about me or give importance and now I feel better 😌. Yes sometimes you would still feel less important but just know you are amazing no matter what .
thank you.
well I agree with you. And I feel the same way a lot but then I’m afraid I might come up as needy and clingy if I just try to talk to them about such stuff and then I feel a little guilty that maybe I should try to understand if they are busy and all... Also I really don’t wanna be completely alone either 😥