Why does It feel so good but also so bad?

Thank you for being bere. I have been in a relationship with a boy for almost 2 years. We really love each other and there are moments in which I feel like he's my soulmate on the other band sometimes being with him makes me feel like I'm not enough or like I am in prison.

He makes me happy but also really sad. I've tried ti leave him a fae times aldready but I Always end up staying or he convinces me to.

We are so differenti, we have such differenti visions of love. I feel like I Need my space and he's vero jelous.

I feel so empty sometimes.