I just want to share a poem with you guys..hopefully it will bless someone 🤍

Father, I come to You

Most days

And I don't hear 

I come boldly

I say: Lord, why aren’t You talking to me 

Lord, I need help, so why aren't You helping 

Lord, can't You see what I have to deal with

Where are You Lord?

I don't know how to do this

So I get angry 

Do I have to adress You as a King before You listen

Or can I talk to You as a friend

I just don't know how Lord

I have so much respect for You Almighty God

And

I know that this prayer sounds arrogant 

I am just so confused Lord

 I desire You 

I call out: Holy Spirit I want to understand

But I sit here

I hear nothing 

I feel nothing 

How long can I try this time to stay in prayer 

Before sin knocks:

No, don't go there, you're going to feel bad

Go there, atleast will feel something 

Stop it

Should I rebuke my mind when this happen Lord?

Holy Spirit, please teach me, I want to understand more 

God, if I desire You 

Aren't You gonna let me understand You more

Lord

I am tired

I want to know You

Please Lord, teach me

Amen.