A Prayer from a Truth Seeker

I have started reading a beautiful book again these days, and I’d like to share a passage that stayed with me. Dr. Jeffrey Lang once wrote:

“I did realize this much, however: I needed God and prayer desperately.
Before getting up from my knees, I made one last supplication:

Oh God, if I ever gravitate towards disbelief again, then please; kill me first—rid me of this life. It is hard enough living with my imperfections and weaknesses, but I cannot live another day denying You.”

— Jeffrey Lang, Even Angels Ask