I want to talk to God. I want his pov.

@littleSummer1783

I think there is something important in what you are longing for: you want to talk to God.

Perhaps you do not need to wait for a special moment, a sign, or a voice from the sky. You can speak to Him now.

The Qur’an itself teaches us how to turn to God:

“Call upon your Lord humbly and privately.”
(Qur’an 7:55)

You can tell Him exactly what you wrote here — even the frustration, the confusion, and the question, “Why does my life feel like a place I cannot escape from, no matter how hard I try?”

When you pray, you are not speaking into an empty space. You are turning toward the One who hears you, knows what you carry inside, and whose power reaches everything.

Prayer does not mean that everything we ask for will immediately happen in the way we imagine. But there is a beautiful fruit of prayer: you begin to know that you are not alone.

There is a beautiful thought in the Risale-i Nur: the sweetest and most immediate fruit of prayer is knowing that there is Someone who listens to your voice, cares for your sorrow, and can come to your aid; Someone whose power can reach your every need.

You are not alone in this vast world. There is a Merciful and Generous Creator who knows you completely.

So perhaps you do not need perfect words. You can simply say:

“God, I don't understand my life right now. I don't understand why some things are so difficult for me. But I am here. I am talking to You. Please do not let me feel alone. Guide me, help me, and show me how to walk through this.”

That, too, is a conversation with God.

And perhaps the first answer is not that every difficulty suddenly disappears, but that the heart begins to realize:

“I am not alone. There is One who hears me.”

And when a person truly feels that, even a burden that seemed as heavy as the world can begin to feel lighter.