Being Your Best Self

Hi. I just wanted to take the time to write this little something. Self esteem is so important. How we feel about ourselves is important. I know how I valued myself was impacted in 2019 and 2020. And also 2021 and every year after that to be honest. I had experienced a hurtful thing called abuse both mental and physical. It was so bad that I gave up on myself. I didn't care about myself as much anymore. I talk about these things in the hopes that I will feel better but idk it's hard to say. It seems like nothing will make it better. Nothing will heal the wound I feel from what happened. Sometimes I don't see the point in doing anything like even writing this. But I want to write ✍️ I want to grow. I want to be better. Overcoming this challenge hasn't been easy but overcoming is a daily practice for me. It is something I must do everyday to not let myself feel sad and sorry for myself. I feel like a slave and that part makes me feel really bad about life. My outlook on life was just so bad but it has gotten a little better. If you asked me do I still feel like a slave I would say yes because I just feel like one. I know I'm not one but mentally I feel enslaved like I'm in prison or something. Hopefully I don't run out of space to type words. But anyway I hope hearing a part of my story will help you feel better about yourself or that it will help myself as well. I try to be positive but talking about the past is a heavy topic for me. Thank you all for reading and I'll post another one soon. Bye.