Finding Comfort in our flaws and sadness

Hey! I just wanted to know if anyone else finds this true. Sometimes I feel as if the loneliness is comforting like being in a feild by yourself and nothing can hurt you. No one around, just you and your mind battling between intrusive doubt and overthinking. I find sad song lovable I love the feeling of sadness not really but sad songs make me feel seen in a way. I’m a happy person but deep down my mind is sad. But only for a certain period of time is it comforting. A long time of feeling that way is not comforting. Anyone else have this feeling??? I hope yall are having a good day! And you are enough!