✨Self Affirmations ✨

@LightWinter3974 انا بنت عربيه من العراق امر بتشتت عائلي ساكتب عن حياتي بشكل مختصر تعرضت للتحرش عندما كنت في ال 4 من عمري من شخصان من اقاربي وهذا الشيء سبب لي اذى نفسي قوي ووحده وعندما كنت ال6 من عمري تعرضت للتشوه عن طريق الزيت الحار لقد تاذت قدمي من الخلف والحرق لااعلم من اي درجه ولكن اتذكر ذلك جيدا كانت تخرج ماده صفراء من قدمي والالم كان قوي لا استطيع وصفه (مثل الم وكاني اغلي على نار هادئ لمده سنه ) ومكان الحرق الى الان موجود وانا عمري 17 سنه وسادخل ال 18 في شهر اغسطس  ومكان الحرق لايوجد به شعر من قوه الحرق والتشوه لايزال الى الان  تدمرت طفولتي بسبب ذلك حيث لا استطيع ان البس ملابس تعجبني وقصيره لان كنت اكره ان يعلم الناس اني هكذا ويتنمرون. وعندما دخلت الى ال10 من عمري تعرضت للغرق وكنت على وشك ان اموت وفي سنه2019 اكتشفت امي تخون ابي وكنت ارى اشياء سيئه هي تفعلها لاجل حبيبها كانت تصور له امور (+18) لا استطيع التطرق له الان وبسبب هذا الشيئ امي اصبحت وحش لا استطيع العيش معها امي تخون ابي الى الان لا استطيع العيش معهم لان تفكيري مختلف عنهم ولا اريد ان اضلم نفسي وطموحي لكن في نفس الوقت افكر بالانتحار والسبب امي وتعاملها وتلاعبها امي انسانه متلاعبه جدا ولا يوجد تفاهم معها وكثير من الامور لااود كتبها لان لايوجد احد مهتم 

@LightWinter3974 I am an Arab girl from Iraq I am going through a family separation I will write about my life briefly I was harassed when I was 4 years old from two of my relatives and this thing caused me strong and lonely psychological harm and when I was 6 years old I was deformed by hot oil I hurt my foot from behind and the burn I don't know of what degree but I remember that very well a yellow substance was coming out of my feet and the pain was strong I can't describe it (like pain and I was I boil on low heat for a year) and the place of burning is still there and I am 17 years old and I will enter the 18th in August and the place of burning does not have hair from the power of burning and deformity until now my childhood was destroyed because of that as I cannot wear clothes that I like and short because I hated to let people know that I am like this and they are bullied. When I was 10 years old, I was drowned, and I was about to die, and in 2019, I discovered my mother cheating on my father, and I was seeing bad things she was doing for her lover, she was filming things for him (+18) I can't talk about him now, and because of this thing, my mother has become a monster that I can't live with, my mother is cheating on my father until now, I can't live with them because my thinking is different from theirs, and I don't want to offend myself and my ambition, but at the same time I think about suicide, and the reason is my mother and her treatment. And my mother is a very manipulative person and there is no understanding with her and many things I don't like to write because no one cares