Vent??

So I kinda wanted to get this off my chest a little bit, so I have been sad for awhile because I was living my life with pretty low self esteem. For some reason I would like people please a ton and just not even care about my own needs and wants, it fell into like self abandonment I guess. I Feel like I lived years of my life not living for me but living for other people who didn't even really need me to or care about me doing it. I don't know lol I'm trying to get better and prioritize myself but sometimes fall back into doing it